Love should be loved back

My thoughts are so confusing. One minute I am missing someone, wanting to see them, and be with them, then the next, it’s someone else. I try to tell them how I feel, but I don’t know how I feel. People that I am ‘in love with’ are moving farther and farther away from me. It’s not something I want or can control. It just feels like if that person isn’t reponding to be, to how I am compassionate to them, then they don’t deserve it. But that’s not true. Most of the time they just do not realize what I am trying to get at or which since I am putting it in. Then other times when I’m not thinking like that, someone else is. And eventually I’ll end up hurting them too, because they’ll see it as love, while I still only recongize it as a platonic friendship. A friend may be better than a sole-mate, but what if you can’t stand to be without that person. Does that make you love them? Does that make them more? And all this time, you have no idea how they feel. You can get in the mode of how much you want to be with them, only because of a song, or poem, or even this post. Sometimes just thinking about them isn’t enough. When you feel so much pain that you feel you wish you could just give up a part of your soul, just to see them one more time before the week ends, or before the next day. I believe thats when you are truely in love. But I guess thats only if they feel the same way about you that you’ll get to be really happy. Why is it so hard to find that someone? As human beings, shouldn’t it be easy for us to couple off and just be happy together? Apparently it’s not, because I haven’t found someone. Atleast someone that feels the same way about me that I do about them. But, you can bring this all back to “you shouldn’t look for love” or “you’re too young” or even more love-negative sayings that are just made by people that don’t want it, or already have it. When is everyone going to realize that their feelings aren’t shared by everyone else? We have to express ourselves in order to let people know how we feel, so that they can better understand our point of view, or opinion. I tried writing songs with this emotion, but it just took too long to make all of them fit. This is so much easier, I can just let my thoughts flow, and not try to put them in a nicely wrapped heart-shaped box.